more relaxed today

yesterday was too crazy for me
today is much better and im calmer.it goes up and then down again and nobody can tell when it will be up or down but me because i can see it coming.
i even thought my friends were playing tonight but they are playing thursday not tonight.i have been a day ahead all week!
i may go jam out..i dont know how it would be drumming right now but im game to sing a tune.we shall see.if anything id be up there doing a swing tune or a blues.could use it.
thats all today.no sermomns and no more swearing on the blog!
i was told its wrong and it is.swearing is not good because you dont know who will read it. a kid could log on .
anyways im ok for now.
bruce