settling down a bit

im still numb but im able to function.very very manic thank god or id be drugged out and asleep all the time.i stayed up all last night till 7am remixing my album.what a job!
now i am pretty much leavin it alone.you can overdo something and wreck it.
its good.i can say it will turn some non christians off probably but i dont mind.
i do that kind of music.
its funny.a friend told me "no matter what you play,you always seem to have a bit of rockabilly in your guitar playing"\
that was a nice thing to hear today.
im retiring from drumming live now for good.
i will only sit in with bands.my travel days of lugging those things are done now.
i cant go on.
i am officially a guitar player now and a lead vocalist like it or not.
a friend says i sound like ozzy when he started out!unexpected but ozzy has a hell of a good voice on those early sabbath lps so im not offended!
now off to the mania lab!