peace finally with 4 a cross and me

i am elated to say that we have finally come to peace and i am no longer in anger about my former band.
they have aknowledged my song on indeheaven.i heard the news today and its been like that for a while but sadly because i was blocked there i never saw it.i want to apologize to johnny cirelli as i was cruel to him and he has a heart of gold.
you talk about a man who will go through hell literally to help people..and those are the guys we torment?
the man has had health issuyes..has never brough any of my anger to the band..has held it all in.
he has more grace than i could hope to have in one lifetime.god bless him dearly.
i feel badly but i also had to bug him because i needed that done.
still to hurt a friend sucks.
i never hated them.
actually i missed them and kicked my own ass for ever leaving themn because they are hands down the best christian band around here.
this band has a maigcal love from above on it.
and i walked away from it.
i was ill.
i wasnt thinking right and i wasnt writing much then,.i was scared to show them what i had.
had things gone differently maybe id have gotten good on guitar than too and showed them more.
anyways..peace johnny and 4 a cross and i will pray for all of you.
im sorry boys.
long live christ!